Wednesday, October 2, 2013

One month away from home

In a blink of eyes, it has been one month I am away from home. Before that, I was spending my 2 months holiday at home, practically doing nothing much, just spending quality time with my dad, mum and sisters. Man, I am missing those times, missing my family, my home. 

It is pretty hard to have those times again, where all of us can spend time together. So I will appreciate each and every moment at home. 

In this month, it has been so lifeless for me since classes started. I did not get to relax as I used to relax last time. Things are getting more tense and serious. Ahh, I wished I had taken another path. But well, looking at the bright side, I get to be a student for another year and learn more things before I officially step into the real world. 

Anyway, I am blessed to have some people around me which make me less lifeless, haha, and also make me feel like I am at home all time when I am far away from my real home. 😊 


Friday, September 6, 2013

It is time.

Summer holidays have finally come to an end in a blink of eye, it is time to start another new life. Time to face new challenges, meet new and old people, learn a lot of new things, etc.
But I am not mentally prepared yet to do all these things. Hmmm.. I guess I will only be all ready when the time comes where I cannot deny or ignore it anymore. 
I miss my final year in the uni! I wish time would have passed slower when I was there but now it is too late now and it is all over. 
It is gonna be a different tomorrow starting from tonight. Say hi to never ending studies. 


Saturday, June 8, 2013

No steps taken.

There is always a time where you do not know what to do when you are facing a hardship.
Should you change or shouldn't you? Is it time for you to finally make a decision for your own?
Totally clueless.
If you choose not to take any steps, what are the consequences? Will things be the same or will it get worse?
Clueless again.
Do you sometimes hope that you can be mean enough to make all the decisions without thinking of how others feel?
I know you do.

One thing I am sure of is that you will not take any steps further for now. Let's see what happens in the future.

Whatever will be, will be.


Wednesday, April 17, 2013


...we have set down a date when to go back home and air tickets are booked! Have been struggling about when to head back. I am happy that things are settled, at least I do not have to worry whether tickets are still available or not, exactly when I am heading back, bla bla bla. I still have 78 days till I go home. Man, it is so fast. :( Part of me cannot wait to go back, but the other part of me does not feel like leaving this place. Time will pass just in a blink of eye. It has been exactly 7 months since I am here. Time is moving fast... *tick tock* 


Saturday, April 13, 2013

Counting down the days.

Just came back from Italy few days ago. The trip was awesome because there were awesome people, awesome food, awesome place, awesome weather, etc. The camera is not here with me now so I could not post any picture of it. The things I will miss the most in Italy are: Gelato! (ice-cream, slurpsss) and the food in Yami Chinese Restaurant in Rome (The portion of the dish is big, and it's yummy! They're also very cheap! *drooling*) Although it was a bit tiring, I had a great time. :)

So after this trip, it is the time to get back to studies. Yeah, my assignments were over and it seemed like I have graduated since then, but there is still one more paper to sit for exam and also a few small tests. I know it is not gonna be easy for the last paper but will try my very best for it. 9th of May will be the day, and after that, my final year will end. Then it is time to go for summer trip AND GET READY TO GO HOME! Gosh, time flies! I still remember the first day when I stepped on the land of the UK. And in less than 3 months time, I will be going home. I cannot wait to go back, not because I am homesick or I do not like this place here, I just cannot wait to go back. Hahaha. But I know one thing for sure, which is that I am going to miss this place, a lot. Everything is going to change when I am back. My life is gonna be different and another new stage of my life will start.

I am appreciating each and every moment I am here now, before I leave this country. Having the chance to study abroad, I really have to thank my parents a lot, especially my dad. Alright, gotta start my work to get ready for the last paper.



Sunday, March 17, 2013


is what I am feeling right now. Having three courseworks to due on the same date is such a headache for people like me. I cannot manage my time well, but the worst thing is that it is freaking hard for me to concentrate on my work! Argh. I have a hard time in focusing when I am studying or doing my coursework. Feel so stressed up for my slow progress. And when I am stressed, I will just throw everything aside. How am I going to finish them like that?

I have a lot of information in my mind in what to write, bla bla, but things changed when I really start my work. I can hardly type out what I have thought of earlier. Argh. Hate it so much. Everything is so messed up now. Sigh.. These are the last courseworks for my final year already. I hope I can do my best, but not expecting anything much, as always.

Note to self: Hang in there! Just one more week to go and they will be gone for good.


Saturday, March 9, 2013

A simple life - key to happiness.

Aww Yeahhh Flowers!!

This cute little thing in the picture made my day! It must be hard for him to get up there to be with the flowers. (Feels like he is in heaven!) Hees.. So adorable! 

Happiness comes with simplicity in life. If by simplifying your life you could enjoy a deeper sense of freedom, peace and happiness, would you want it? But in order to do that, there is a lot of things that you have to let go.

I don't know about you but I would definitely want it. I dislike it when everything becomes so complicated, like in social life, friendships, relationships, work life, etc... They make me fed up all time. So tired of all these.

I hope I can make my life simpler, and just live a happy life without any complications.