Thursday, September 30, 2010

Falling in love with a friend

Fell in love with this sweet little song.

If you watch the music video, you can see the sweetness of both the singers. The sweet smiles that they have. :)

And in most of the relationships, they started as friends.

Hope you enjoy the song like I do. :D

Oh, by the way, it is a korean song. :P


Are we friends or are we dating?

These days I’ve been confusing about you, even more about me.

We also watch movies, also go for a walk.

Then I’m telling you the secret deep inside.

Our friendship is something closer than lovers.

But what should I do? I’ve grown so fond of you baby.

Before I know it, everything of you,

I’ve grown fond of everything of you.

Silently, more silently, I will come closer to you.

I like all that you are, like everything.

Even though the words “I love you” aren’t said,

Please just stay with me like this, please promise me, forever.

My heart wants to confess everything like a man.

You’d better catch my heart, you’d better know my heart baby.

The love that is more precious than love.

I want to give my all.

Slowly, more slowly, I will give all my heart.

I like all that you are, like everything.

Even though those words are awkward,

Please be there, sometimes as friends, sometimes as lovers.

“There’s no friendship between boys and girls”

I didn’t believe it back then.

No, even though we become lovers,

We will continue being even better friends.

(I will listen to you)

I will listen to you.

More than the words “I love you”,

We still, with our sweet feelings.

Little by little, starting from today.

I like all that you are, like everything.

Your hands that I took, I won’t let go.

But instead I will be by your side saying “I love you”, forever.


When you're smiling

The whole world smiles with you. :)


Definition :
1. A facial expression characterized by an upward curving of the corners of the mouth and indicating pleasure, amusement, or derision.
2. A pleasant or favorable disposition or aspect.

It is a simple act, but sometimes takes a lot of effort.

A smile can cause boundaries to melt, hearts to warm up, and distances to reduce.

Smiles improve your appearance. All you need to do is think about how you feel about a person who is frowning and a person who is smiling – who tends to be the better looking?

Smiles make things right again and say much more than words can. If you've goofed, said something less than complimentary, feel lost or alone, or feel down, a smile can set things right again. A smile lets other people know that you're prepared to be open to them, and that you're willingly agreeing to set things right where needed.

Smiles create trust and rapport. A smile is a great way of establishing mutual feelings of being on the same level as others, whether that is one-to-one or in front of a group giving a presentation. A smile says "I'm OK, you're OK, and we're all going to enjoy one another's company".

Smiles make you feel good. Even if you're feeling a little blue, insert happy thoughts into your mind and just add that smile. The smile will trick your mind into feeling better, as endorphins are released to reduce physical or emotional stress.

Smiles make other people feel good. An open-mouthed smile is visible from further away than a frown, offering people reassurance that you're friendly. And it makes people feel better to see a smile, from afar or close up.

Smiling is a good long-term predictor of happier life outcomes. Smiling attracts health, happiness, friends, success, and a longer life.

A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. - Charles Gordy

However, a fake smile can make you look phony, nervous, or even dangerous, so don't just try to put on a smile without first practising or putting yourself in a happy state of mind.

Back to myself, I realized nowadays, I tend to smile very often when I am alone. It may sound silly and funny, but I just could not stop myself from smiling every time I think about the happy moments that I had and about to have. :D And I always get caught by my parents when I smile facing the laptop. They would find a lot of stuffs and talk about it which is offending sometimes and were thinking that I am eccentric. They think too much! Well, it is normal to smile when you are in an interesting or funny conversation with people or even read something funny and ridiculous. I am not going to care what they say but continue smiling or laughing like a crazy fella in front of the screen. And I think they will get used to it after some time. :P

I was not very confident in smiling last time, cut it short, I did not know how to smile. But I received compliments from some people saying that my smile is sweet, beautiful and etc. Wait! I am not boasting about it or whatever. I did not believe them at first because I always thought that I did not know how to smile. Slowly, I realized that you do not have to learn to smile cause it just come naturally and without you realizing sometimes. Not only mine but everybody's smile is equally sweet and beautiful! As long as you smile from the bottom of your heart. :D

When you smile, you will tend to forget all the bad things happening around you. I learn to smile during hard times and it works.
It is true. Try it. :)

Those who frowns most of the time, should start to learn smiling! :D

Keep smiling and brightens the day of the people around you!

And when you are smiling, the whole world smiles with you.



p/s : I always smile when I think of you, all the time. :D

Monday, September 20, 2010

Little ones

I always get very excited when people talk about marriage, pregnancy and things that related about mum. Yea, I cannot wait for the day I be a mum and I planned to have 3 kids in the future. Many of my friends know about this, some might think that I am insane.

I have a colleague who is pregnant for almost 8 months. She is going to give birth to the baby girl next month and I am so excited about it! I always go near her to feel her big tummy, sometimes I could feel the baby girl boxing and kicking inside her mama’s wound. The feeling that I had that time was so awesome. There is a brand new life in a mother’s womb, waiting to come out to see this beautiful world. Isn’t God wonderful? :)

Few days ago, I watched a video clip which was about a mum giving birth to a baby. It was... scary. I felt like puking at first. I could see a small part of the baby head and I saw the pain on the mama's face, trying so hard to catch some breath and push the baby out from her small vagina. Oh mann, I am gonna faint. Few minutes after that, the mama knew it was time. She took a deep deep breath and push to the hardest she could. Finally, the baby was born. As soon as the baby was pulled out, the doctor quickly place the baby on the mama's abdomen. The tearing mama hold her crying baby on her arm, with her lovely husband at her side and this is the most heart warming and touching part I have ever seen. Out of my control, tears started to roll in my eyes. The mama gave me a feeling of, "no matter how hard and painful in giving birth to my lovely baby, when I heard the first crying sound from him/her, knowing that he/she born healthily, it is all worth it".

But still, some new born babies do not even have the chance to rest on their mamas' chest, to feel the warmth of their mamas' hugs, to feel the love from their parents, etc. Not because they are not healthy, but their cold blooded parents! There are so many baby-dumping cases happening now in Malaysia. Babies that were dumped in bushes, rubbish dumps, in toilet bowls, even in a river and etc. I mean, how on earth do the people have the heart to dump the lovely babies in those places?! Some of the babies were lucky, they managed to survive, but too bad, not all babies were lucky enough. Some newborn babies found dead in bushes, bitten by wild dogs and ended up not in shape. This is really sad.

So, to all the heartless people out there, before you want to have sex, think of the consequences first especially the innocent babies. A baby is a wonderful gift from God, so do not treat them as rubbish, they have the rights to live in this world and deserve a better life.

As for me, I will definitely do my best to give the kids a good life no matter what happens.

They are miracles to the papas and the mamas, and also to this world.

Don't you think so?


Monday, September 13, 2010

To Make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I can hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

Ohhh... To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't see nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
No there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love...

I am so madly, deeply in love with this song the first time I heard it from James' blog.
There were many singers who sang this song, but I know Kr
is Allen's version would be the best of all. If not, I will not be so in love.
The beautiful sound of the piano and the music, the unique voice of his, brought me to somewhere far, far away from the busy world... somewhere like paradise.
And this song will be included in my wedding
song list. It will be played when everyone is on the dance floor, slow dancing.

Oh yea, in case y
ou do not know, I am a professional in imagination. =)


Saturday, September 4, 2010

The Old Diaries

I was facing my laptop that night and my dad suddenly stood beside me, handed me a piece of blank paper and a pen. I looked blankly at him.

"Sign here."
"Huh? Why?" *feeling weird*
"Please tidy up your study table, tomorrow is a holiday right."
"Hehehe. Okay, daddy." *feeling guilty and quickly signed on the paper*

Well, this means that I had agreed to clean up my messy table and if I did not do that, I had breach the contract. And I would not know what will happen if I breach the contract. Oh by the way, I am not a very tidy girl and my dad cares about tidiness a lot, this explains everything.
I finally dragged my lazy body after a nap in the afternoon to my table. I looked at it, hmm, actually it was not that messy. :P I started to clean up and put everything back in places. When I opened my drawer, I saw familiar pictures. It was the front page of my diary, my old diary. There were 3 diaries. I used to have a habit of writing diary last time and it usually only will last for months. Then when I feel like writing again, I would use a new diary and start again.

I stopped what I was doing at first, took out the diaries and started to read it.

3rd January 2005, 10.45pm. Weather : cloudy.
Dear Diary,
I am not happy today. Something bad happened in school. ............

As I was reading page by page, I giggled. I did not know why did I write those ridiculous things in it. I recalled events that I did not even remember it happened especially in lower secondary school. And I knew how rebellious I was last time. Everyone has their rebellious period. :P

I continued reading the second diary, after finishing the first one. When I read it and realized that this was the one that I wrote about the times when I fell in love. I wrote about almost everything that happened and the true feelings that I had. The things we did, the things we said before were flashing in my mind. I could not stop smiling thinking back of what happened even though some were sad, but most of them were sweet and happy of course. :) After reading everything, I realized that I was so crazily in love back then, love that was pure and innocent. I could feel the feelings I had before, feelings that could not described by words. How I wished I could find back the feelings again which I know, is difficult.

All of us are grown up now, and things tend to be different. We think differently, act differently and speak differently. I do not think I can still have love that was pure and innocent in real life, because I am getting matured year by year, so are you. But there is one thing that I believe I can have forever --- true love, which is somewhere out there, waiting for me. :)

Ah, I was so lazy to continue what I was doing, so I just simply stacked up my stuffs and tadaaa! Mission completed! I went back to face my laptop until my dad stood behind my back again, handing me the blank paper with my signature on it, showing me the 'not satisfied' face. I stared at him innocently, and put a wide smile on my face, showing him the 'mission completed' face. =D And so, the night was full of his nags. *yawns* :P