Having lots of thoughts, thoughts that I do not even know what they really are.
Everything is just so messed up in my mind.
I don't want them to be in my mind, but they just seem to pop out naturally, without me thinking about them.
And it does not feel good, for being the nice one, all the time.
But it does not feel good either, to be the bad one, even for a minute.
Gahhh, I am so sick of myself.
I am actually tired, tired of everything.
Extremely tired, mentally.
I am not going to care things that I used to care last time.
I think it is time for me to step out of my own world, with my own thoughts and everything.
It is time to take a break and also the time to face the new world.
But I am not ready yet, for a new world.
Maybe I am just too used to my own world.
Or maybe I just need some time, to face the new real world, and to delete my own world.
And I guess, it is just time... to let go, with no regrets.