Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Trust

" I thought I was dreaming, when I hear the confession. I was dumbfounded, my brain was not working, I did not know how should I feel, how should I react. Before that, I guess I thoroughly know what happened but I was telling myself, no, that should not be happening, that would not happen. I keep denying things that came to my mind, until I know the truth of everything.

I was calm, did not have any big reactions. It was like I had expected that I would be told something like that. Oh well, it was not a good thing. Why would I think about her this way? I should have trusted her, but wait, I had been trusting her all these while, from the beginning of time until now. Why would she treat me this way? Why did she do that? Did she even think of me? "

Michael's mind was full of why, why and why. He could not accept the fact and he did not know what to do. He sat there, looking at her tearing face, his heart ached, it hurt a lot. How he hoped it was just a bad dream he had, how he hoped she was just lying to him, cause the truth really hurts.

What is left now is the broken promises, broken trusts, broken hearts and not forgetting, a scar in his heart. 

" It was not your fault, it was mine for believing every word you said, " Michael told her calmly, with tears in his eyes. 


Trust is like a mirror, once it is broken, you can never look at it the same again.

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