There is always a time where you do not know what to do when you are facing a hardship.
Should you change or shouldn't you? Is it time for you to finally make a decision for your own?
If you choose not to take any steps, what are the consequences? Will things be the same or will it get worse?
Do you sometimes hope that you can be mean enough to make all the decisions without thinking of how others feel?
I know you do.
One thing I am sure of is that you will not take any steps further for now. Let's see what happens in the future.
Whatever will be, will be.